Friday, November 29, 2013
A Tiny Bright Moment
I took Kasha out for her morning pee pee and I am thrilled she is doing that since I could not convince her to go out last night. She started off on wobbly feet but then she picked up the smell of something. She had purpose and determination. I was excited to see that she was moving but feared she would use up her little energy on a goose chase but I followed and watched her closely. My goodness she made it all the way to the forest which has not happened in weeks - we have only got to see it from a distance. I kept a close eye out also for the mystery guest from the other night. We got out to her favorite tree and she sat down. I stroked her tired body and sat with her on the moist ground - most of the snow has melted and the ground was thirsting for more.
Before I knew it we were laying next to each other and enjoying the sun warming our aching bodies. We spoke to each other softly and far between because words are never necessary between us. We took turns touching each other softly and with love. I had visions of the many years we have played, walked and yes rested on this very spot. The birds we listen too - the chirps, the songs and the tap, tap tapping of the woodpeckers. We were so blessed to also have one of the owls hoot as us. Such Joy in the small moments that this place has given us.
After a couple of hours I realized I had a pot on the stove that I had turned on and forgot. I had no idea that she would want to make a long trip and I did not even consider that we would lounge under the pines and rest for so long. I tried to get her to walk with me but she was having nothing of it - so I sprinted all the way back to the house, turned off things and sprinted back. By that time Kasha had decided she was going back to the shop. That is what I LOVE about Great Pry's they do ONLY what they want, when they want and for the reasons they decide. Oh who does that sound like?
We made it back to the shop, she took a nice drink and is resting on her blanket as I type. Such a incredible time with such an incredible soul that I have had the honor of being with all these years. Time can creepy by when life is throwing you harder then hard times... Time can also fly by when life is running smoothly and without a care. I know at least for me I always wondered WHY the hard times have to linger so long, to make you feel like the darkness will never leave you and then as I sat under the tree with my sweet Kasha I thought that even thou this is one of the hardest times I am savoring each and every minute because soon enough she will not be here and then the darkness will become even worse... I have had many hard and dark days and with each one time they inched along as if to make the pain worse but I also have learned from all those hard times that it only makes one appreciate those tiny smooth days...
So for this moment I will walk in the pain, sarrow and difficult minutes because I can cherish all the tiny little bright moments