The last couple of months have been everything but what I would wish - can't we all say that?? I have been busy but yet feel like nothing has been done. I revisit the same problems over and over even if they come in a different form... I am questioning all my beliefs yet believe that my all my questions have been answered, just not in agreement with them all. My Oh My what is this gal to do????
I regret not writing until now but I truly did not have note worthy topics that I could share and most of what I have been a part of is not my story to tell. I miss the days of sharing the adventures of my farm and the sweet souls who lived with me. I hunger for note worthy ideas that might assist someone in their own muck and mud. Instead I have been going round and round on a merry go round of people's drama that never seem to have an end or answer. My New Motto is " NOT MY CIRCUS, NOT MY MONKEYS" It seems to sum it all up.
Now before you think I am in doom and gloom I must stop here and say - I have been creating wonderful items that have gone to their new homes, getting a bit of my two living spaces to resemble more of what this gal loves and feels comfortable in. taking massive loads of on line classes to get a clear picture of my business goals, personal insights and future adventures and blessed to have some snuggle time with a stray cat I have named Elvira ( great job Conrad for coming up with the perfect name) - she is a god sent...
See what a pretty kitty - black and such a purring machine. I can't tell you how much I miss having animals in my life that are not a emotional mess...
One question I had of myself when I came here was could this gal be herself without her animals and farm. The answer is Yes and NO... Who I am has always been a animal owner, lover and caregiver. I have always been independent and ran my own show without really having to think twice. I have learned many lessons these past months some good and some not so good. What I can really say is "Grace does Grace and really will not be anything but that - Even if no one likes or understands it" So what does this mean??? Good question and I will start sharing those here again. I have also missed all of you and your wonderful comments, sharing of stories and insights that you have given me over the years. \
So for today I hope you might share something that you have been up to in the past couple of months so we can feel connected again.
Love and Light All - hope to hear from you